confused as i am

im confused as everyone else. why isn't there anything happening.? sometimes i feel something but at times i think that i'm just thinking there is something when there isn't really anything to begin with.

i can't explain how i feel pero everytime people tease me, i dontknow how to react but just todo deny. siyempre. what do you expect? i would simply admit something when i really dont know what to admit.

i really love spending time with him, talking to him, laughing and confiding sa kanya. hanging out with his friends is everything we do and i just like doing it. getting to close to him is the best thing that ever happened to me.

each day would pass by and i would be always looking for him. and i can't seem to figure out why. maybe i just really like his company. i feel really safe around him. i know na he would protect me sa lahat kahit na madalas niya kong inaasar. that's just how he is.

pero at times those days makes me feel sad. kasi i keep on thinking. about everyone is telling me. "may spark between you guys.", "bagay kayo talaga", or the never ending question, "love mo na ba?". i just keep thinking and thinking until my head hurts already.

confused as i am... confusing lang tlga siya.

i would never know...

i dont want to...