moving on... daw!!!
hello po! share lang ako... i think i have moved on to the next
level. all im saying is that i have passed the stage where i am
always weeping because of my ex-boyfriend. i mean i am okay now. im
trying to forget him nah... but we're still friends. we has called
once or twice asking me if i want to go out and drink like old
times, but i refused. i might end up bak in his arms again.
i would tell you the story how we got to start the MU thing.. well i
was drunk in this bar at Makati - Porch. i had like 5 shots of "boy
bastos" tpos we went to their place and drank beers. i had only one
but the slammers i had kicked my butt already. you know what i mean.
i was too drunk that i say whatever i want and i would tell you
whatever you need to know.
so the bastard asks me if i like him... he was having thoughts about
it already. then i answered, "oh, yes. you have been the one in my
heart for a very long time. you just didn't notice it because your
eyes was set to someone else.i really like you if you only court me
i would yes! yes you cutie!"
i was drunk and i couldn't remember anything the day after that. so
a friend just blurted out over the phone what i did... when they
told me. we had it going that night. he was taking care of me
because he like sme din pala and basta yun nah yun.
he is my bestfriend. i hope until now bestfriends pa rin kami. kasi
i really like him as a friend. sobrang sarap niyang kausap, kaasaran
and kakwentuhan. when we were together ganun din... nagkaron lang po
ng commitment. pero still the same closeness. pero witht he sweet
hugs and kisses that meant something already. before sobrang walang
meaning. it meant - "i love you, friend"
but we became more than friends. and i think i made the worst
decision ever - to fall in love with my bestfriend. it wasn't
exactly the love story where you get to hava an ending - happily
ever after. in reality, there is no such thing naman. so okay. we
were together. we didn't know we are about to risk our friendship in
the whole journey. we got to know more about each other in another
way. ewan ko. parang nga hindi kami naging magbestfriend.s pero i
loved him even more..
ang hirap i-explain pero lahat ng 'to dahil mahal ko yung tao. ganun
naman talaga siguro eh. pag mahal mo yung tao. tama ang lahat ng
mali. actually, lahat tama kahit mali. kasi hindi naman maganda
(euphemism for PANGIT) tingnan, ok pa rin kasi mahal mo yung tao.
basta yun na yun... natatakot ulit akong masaktan. pero ngayon with
all the experiences i have encountered during the past relationships
(2 pareho halos ang nangyari), i have learned to be stroner. ang
hirap na bara-bara ka lang sa relationship. minsan maganda rin
magplan kayo ng gusto niyo. yung pag-iisipan. basta when you are
confronted by these types of scenarios, you would know kung ano yung
sinasabi ko. hahaha
singles in the city!!!!! hindi naman forever to eh. just as we find
the right person for us. pero ang tanong merong nga bang right
person out there for us.. i mean yugn sinasabi nilang soulmates..
totoo ba yun?
do you believe?
level. all im saying is that i have passed the stage where i am
always weeping because of my ex-boyfriend. i mean i am okay now. im
trying to forget him nah... but we're still friends. we has called
once or twice asking me if i want to go out and drink like old
times, but i refused. i might end up bak in his arms again.
i would tell you the story how we got to start the MU thing.. well i
was drunk in this bar at Makati - Porch. i had like 5 shots of "boy
bastos" tpos we went to their place and drank beers. i had only one
but the slammers i had kicked my butt already. you know what i mean.
i was too drunk that i say whatever i want and i would tell you
whatever you need to know.
so the bastard asks me if i like him... he was having thoughts about
it already. then i answered, "oh, yes. you have been the one in my
heart for a very long time. you just didn't notice it because your
eyes was set to someone else.i really like you if you only court me
i would yes! yes you cutie!"
i was drunk and i couldn't remember anything the day after that. so
a friend just blurted out over the phone what i did... when they
told me. we had it going that night. he was taking care of me
because he like sme din pala and basta yun nah yun.
he is my bestfriend. i hope until now bestfriends pa rin kami. kasi
i really like him as a friend. sobrang sarap niyang kausap, kaasaran
and kakwentuhan. when we were together ganun din... nagkaron lang po
ng commitment. pero still the same closeness. pero witht he sweet
hugs and kisses that meant something already. before sobrang walang
meaning. it meant - "i love you, friend"
but we became more than friends. and i think i made the worst
decision ever - to fall in love with my bestfriend. it wasn't
exactly the love story where you get to hava an ending - happily
ever after. in reality, there is no such thing naman. so okay. we
were together. we didn't know we are about to risk our friendship in
the whole journey. we got to know more about each other in another
way. ewan ko. parang nga hindi kami naging magbestfriend.s pero i
loved him even more..
ang hirap i-explain pero lahat ng 'to dahil mahal ko yung tao. ganun
naman talaga siguro eh. pag mahal mo yung tao. tama ang lahat ng
mali. actually, lahat tama kahit mali. kasi hindi naman maganda
(euphemism for PANGIT) tingnan, ok pa rin kasi mahal mo yung tao.
basta yun na yun... natatakot ulit akong masaktan. pero ngayon with
all the experiences i have encountered during the past relationships
(2 pareho halos ang nangyari), i have learned to be stroner. ang
hirap na bara-bara ka lang sa relationship. minsan maganda rin
magplan kayo ng gusto niyo. yung pag-iisipan. basta when you are
confronted by these types of scenarios, you would know kung ano yung
sinasabi ko. hahaha
singles in the city!!!!! hindi naman forever to eh. just as we find
the right person for us. pero ang tanong merong nga bang right
person out there for us.. i mean yugn sinasabi nilang soulmates..
totoo ba yun?
do you believe?
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