dating man or plan?

i'm okay...

i guess

being with someone right now is really comforting. and paolo makes it really easy to be happy. eat out. party(at home) is it considered a party when there is only two of you? talk all night just hang out and just doing nothing that concerns school.

its been hard! now that school has started again. i really don't want any problem. getting distracted with anything that ruin "the plan". i have to graduate by September 2006. no failures or summer classes and even get a certificate from the school. Not just those Certificate of good conduct but also a certificate of being a dean's lister. after that graduation, i will be going in a very long trip. a list of things to do...

other promises to be keep...

and if i keep paolo around, i'm not really sure i would be able to those things. it would be very hard to figure out a way to keep dating man and plan at the same time. it would be possible but not for me.

i have to choose..

i have to make it fast..