i could be in love

funny thing:
i just ended a pseudo relationship with an ex (paolo). we were exclusively dating and since the start of this term. before i went to japan, i was already thinking that this is it. im just waiting for a formal thing to happen. i went back and we hanged out that weekend, monday morning and tuesday morning and night. we were supposed to meet up wednesday morning but he couldn't. he was acting strange. i can't really say what the problem was. until he apologized.

he has a girlfriend already. "when u left, i was introduced to someone in the office. it was all so fast. pero she liked me and i like her to."

i could not believe it. i left for a week and he had replaced me with someone already. where was the promise of waiting and the two of us? i was so stupid to even spend the three days with him and not find out about it.

i had no choice but to forgive. we are friends and if he is happy, i should be happy for him. i just know you are wishing right now that you're girlfriend shold be as hot as me.

funnier:
i met this guy. his name is Edward - Edge. he was an all-time crush of mine. i see him before. all the time thinking that i would never see the day that i would be able to meet this guy. suddenly i met kaycee and he was with him. i was shocked and couldn't even eat.

we were hanging out the whole week and got closer. everyone unfortunately found out that i got a crush on him. and unfortunately i had to cope with their teasing(which im used to).

now i think i've fallen hard. i can't explain how but i am. all my friends are saying that he is just a note to complete my piano pieace as of now. im really into making someone jealous. which i i am really doing that, im making a very good job.

funniest:
this may be all infatuation. i really couldn't eat much, i couldn't sleep. i couldn't concentrate with my studies. i couldn't care less if my thesismates get mad at me for not caring about our bazaar next week.

sorry. but i can't think. i really can't