hook me up instead

i've been trying to flirt with HIM (you know who he is) but he can't seem to figure out what i've been doing. i know i shouldn't make a move coz nothing would really happen. we can only and always be friends.

until he wanted me to hook him up with one of my highschool friends. i really can't figure out what to say. i don't want to do it. i really don't. i couldn't say that to him so i said they're not his type, but he really like those types of girls. i was stuck i didn't know what to do so i asked him to hook me up instead with his friends.

it will never happen. i should face it. i already did. but something inside of me wants to believe of a miracle that maybe, just maybe something great will happen.

i know it will hurt me to wait and expect but i know the limits. so don't worry okay.