nothing much
from my last post,nothing much has happened. there has been some hooking up, but a lot has been happening to me lately that i don't have much time for other stuff. that it hit me hard.
i don't prioritize anything that concerns my heart. i have no feelings at all. the test i have took a million times was right all along. i'm 100% thinking but never feeling.
IM A ROBOT!
i've been in touch with some people and have talked about possibilities of the future. and i have given them no chance at all in evetr pursuing what they think should be the future. its very rude of me to tell all of them what they should and should not do. but it would just break me to let them go on with whatever they want when i know i would hurt them in the end.
officially i'm the only single person i know. in school, my friends are hooking me up with some of their friends but i refuse to accept those offers. coz i'm there only friend whois single and who they shouldn't be. i believe i would be single forever and they beg to differ. its not really hard for me to accept it because im always busy with school stuff and i'm always occupied with other problems that i think is important.
when it comes to love problems, lots of my friends come to me for advice. i kept thinking why they have to come to me when im now ignorant of what relationships and love feels like. im a hypocrite to tell these people of how, when, what they should feel and do to their lives. yes i have experienced some things but it doesn't make me an expert in the field. how can i be qualified to advice when im in fact single.
i've been thought about paradoxical situations in life and this counts as one of them. that the most frequent smokers are the medical doctors that we know teach us that smokingis bad for our health. that even if they wear their oh-so-clean-white-coats, that is the only thing that is clean about them. can you imagine the number of people they treat everyday and in those days, how many people have had the time to take a bath and clean themselves up?
"isn't it ironic?" i say
i don't have time for love. the time i have spent hurting because of love left me exhausted and tired that i have to rest for awhile. everyone always says that you should move on. that is never easy to do. friends of mine have come to me the past days and have burst into tears because they are still in love with the bastard. im not in the position to judge them. but i guess i can guide them to forgetting.
i don't prioritize anything that concerns my heart. i have no feelings at all. the test i have took a million times was right all along. i'm 100% thinking but never feeling.
IM A ROBOT!
i've been in touch with some people and have talked about possibilities of the future. and i have given them no chance at all in evetr pursuing what they think should be the future. its very rude of me to tell all of them what they should and should not do. but it would just break me to let them go on with whatever they want when i know i would hurt them in the end.
officially i'm the only single person i know. in school, my friends are hooking me up with some of their friends but i refuse to accept those offers. coz i'm there only friend whois single and who they shouldn't be. i believe i would be single forever and they beg to differ. its not really hard for me to accept it because im always busy with school stuff and i'm always occupied with other problems that i think is important.
when it comes to love problems, lots of my friends come to me for advice. i kept thinking why they have to come to me when im now ignorant of what relationships and love feels like. im a hypocrite to tell these people of how, when, what they should feel and do to their lives. yes i have experienced some things but it doesn't make me an expert in the field. how can i be qualified to advice when im in fact single.
i've been thought about paradoxical situations in life and this counts as one of them. that the most frequent smokers are the medical doctors that we know teach us that smokingis bad for our health. that even if they wear their oh-so-clean-white-coats, that is the only thing that is clean about them. can you imagine the number of people they treat everyday and in those days, how many people have had the time to take a bath and clean themselves up?
"isn't it ironic?" i say
i don't have time for love. the time i have spent hurting because of love left me exhausted and tired that i have to rest for awhile. everyone always says that you should move on. that is never easy to do. friends of mine have come to me the past days and have burst into tears because they are still in love with the bastard. im not in the position to judge them. but i guess i can guide them to forgetting.
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